What am I feeling today? Rubbish blank and just exhausted. I am a person who likes to have an opinion. Opinion on my thoughts and things i expect people to believe. Today i was told by my very dear person that my thoughts and opinions didn’t matter. Its all about their feelings that did. I don’t know why is this not simple for god to bring exact people as we want. He always puts us in a position where we ought to define them with persons we don’t want in our lives. But the main part is..we are bound by love and we can’t think our lives apart. I am just exhausted by the fact that just two months ago i was so desperate to marry the man i love and today when I don’t want to think about it at all just because he isn’t ready or whatever all the odds are right in front of my face. And believe me i am having second thoughts now. I’m having dreams of moments where he is proposing me and i m just clueless what to say!! Isn’t this just so confusing?! I don’t really know what feminism means to other people, but for me it’s having an equal thought as that of men and equal say too. But when i have an equal say in my country they call it arrogance.. why? Because you are a girl and you are just supposed to please your in-laws and everyone around your husband..including him!? I am not sure if i want to be married. I am not able to decide. It’s exhausting and just so confusing.

Through the journey of life we come across so many incidents which compel us to see the world in so many different ways. It tells us to read our own minds before judging what the person in front is thinking about you. At times we listen to our heart and at times its the mind that does not let us to. What to do in such situations? Let me tell you.. just follow your intuition..it is your greatest strength